It's okay, not to be okay.

|| It's okay, not to be okay ||
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Does a hey! I'm alright note succeed in making you feel alright?
Even when you're fighting endless battle and aren't okay at all?
Hiding tears behind your smile or laugh, fearing queries of whys or maybe been judged or been misunderstood.
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You're not okay whenever you find anything relatable and your heart kicks your stomach, yet you hide your tears with stupid excuses like "something went into my eyes." You're not okay and accepting it is absolutely okay. The moon can't appear full all the times, you can't find mangoes and watermelons in every season.
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You're not okay when your friend calls you for doing gossips or when your classmates calls you for notes or even one of your closed ones called you to check you up and your eyes glue to your scarred wrists but you pretend to be okay. You can't abandon your emotions always, because you too are a freaking human. You ought to feel everything you want to, you are supposed to feel vulnerable at times, you're allowed to spend nights by just crying and staring at the ceiling by doing nothing and that's okay.
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It's okay to feel vulnerable, clueless and helpless at times, not all days are same, not all fingers on a hand are same, not all battles we go through are easy.
But, everything which doesn't make us okay is moudling the clay of our fragility into something meaningful, which is a slow process, is time consuming and is giving endless pain, but at the end even
IT'S COMPLETELY OKAY.
- Ayushi Yadav 

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